Thinking

I have been thinking a lot lately that I should take off all of my blog posts that are less than positive and I have been told that it seems like I am always unhappy with things in my life...

Then I decided not to. I decided that I should leave them up there. I am not unhappy necessarily and although I usually live at a rather hectic pace, I enjoy my life. There are times when I get really worked up and stressed... and it seems like those are the times I choose to blog. I could apologize for that, but really... that's a big part of who I am!

Things in life today are good, but somewhat overwhelming. I am tired of moving pumpkins and spending time in the office... but I am enjoying fall and right now, although its a fragile balance, I feel like with some effort I can keep this boat afloat!

Life. Craziness seems to follow me wherever I go. Things change quickly that are beyond my control. I am learning to let go of the things that I cannot change, which is a struggle for me, seeing as how I tend to be a PERFECTIONIST. I am learning to live my life and not just go with the flow.

It seems at my advanced age that I would have already known these things... but I don't! SO I am learning.

Things are changing and big possibilities loom. Struggles much bigger than me stand in the way... but I know it will all come out the way it should.

Tuesday....