It's May

It's May and I am not ready.

I'm just sayin that if it is May... that means the next 3 weeks are CRAZY CRAZY busy (with rummage sales, church family parties, youth meetings, dragon's games, brownie meetings, conflict resolution days, kayaking, climbing trees, fundraisers, meetings, etc.) In the next few weeks I have to deal with some serious issues and decisions that will take me at a break neck speed into June.

I am not ready for June.

June is summer campout and canoe. It is Vacation Bible School and Costa Rica and the Brownie troop's first campout, and a special wedding I will be missing, and baby showers and craziness. Not to mention getting into the office... and a full on dash for July.

I am not ready for July.

July is finishing up Costa Rica and visits from Russians. It is campouts and conferences and mission teams to Reynoldsburg and Memphis. It is Dragon's games and King's Island and a trip to Russia... and trying to work in the office... and falling headfirst into AUgust.

I am not ready for August.

August is big, huge, life altering decisions, and baby showers (again) and finishing another trip to Russia, and Tar Hollow, and welcoming new youth into the group, and possibly a big huge event I am not ready to share... and trying to work in the office and prepare for the fall... and crying because I am exhausted and crying because I am so blessed... and dragging my exhausted, blessed, dirty, more gray haired, dissilusioned, and enlightened self into September...

and I am NOT READY FOR SEPTEMBER.

It's May. I am not ready for May.

I just have to remember...

The sun will shine in May and I will wear my flip flops and put one foot in front of the other and remember to say... one day at a time.